Love Triangle

He came at a time when I'm feeling very lost, my days are boring and pathetic. I've just broken love. Earlier I knew him because they do not accidentally send an sms. After that we often exchange stories, bertelpon ria.
I do not know when love is present in my heart and I also do not understand why love is coming so fast. And the more I do not understand why I should love him, even though we never met.

Weird is not it? But that's love, if love is not madness is not to say love ...
Love must be crazy.

I do not know, whether he thought the same thing with what I think? I do not know. My relationship with ardian uncertain, bertemankah or berpacarankah ...
Make friends ... maybe he'll become a good friend, who always want to hear complaints every day kesahku
Dating ... maybe he'll be a loyal boyfriend,
Friends or going out I do not care. I feel comfortable ... to hear his voice and hear her laughter, she always live their lives with ease, as if he never planned his life tomorrow will be how, she let life flow. But that's what I like, but it is also that in the end makes me hate.

Ardian come earlier than the adit, maybe if adit come early, I'll fall in love with him.

I know because the parents arranged marriages. At that time I was enjoying the closeness with ardian.
I do not know when that love comes in the heart adit, I do not understand why adit really want to marry me, but this very brief introduction. I do not know, if I feel the same thing with adit? I do not know. But definitely I was amazed by the tenacity and attention to him.

My relationship with the adit also not sure, for sure I never hurt her because I refused

Right now I'm trying to rest my heart and my mind, I have to try so I no longer wallow in the same story and the same person ... even though difficult, I should be able to give up and forget everything ...
I wanted to write a poem as the end of this story ...

Love ... (I waited)

Sometimes, God knows best
Will give trouble to test us
Sometimes, He also hurt us
So that silver lining could be embedded very deep
If we lose love ..
So there are reasons behind it
The reason is sometimes difficult to understand
Some degree we still have to believe
That when he would take something
He was ready to give a better ...
why wait??
Because even if we wanted to make a decision
We do not want to rush ...
because ... ..
Although we want quickly, we do not want careless ...
because ... ..
Although we want to immediately find the people we love ...
We do not want to lose our identity in the process of finding love
If you want to run, learn to walk first
If you want to swim, learn to float first
If you want to be loved, learn to love the first ...
me ....
Better to wait for the people we want ...
Rather than choosing what is
Still better to wait for a loved one
Rather than satisfying yourself with what is
Still better to wait for the right person
Because life is too short to pass up together
wrong choice
Because waiting for a common goal that noble and mysterious
you need to know
That rate does not bloom overnight
Life knitted in the womb for 9 months
The great love continued to grow during this life
While waiting requires a lot of faith, courage and hope ....
Hades promised one thing that no one can imagine
finally ...
In all wisdom and his love ....
Asking us to wait ....
because ...
Important reason !!!!!!